~This is just my prologue, You'll know when the story starts...~

I'm so happy...i'm 17 now, well my birthday was um, last tuesday...happy joy ya know?

...Blood and chocolate which comes out next friday (jan 26) i'm doing some were-wolf relate stuff since well i love the story!!! lol anywho there's this like link when you login and it takes you to the b&c community....and well i read it and its kick-ass!!! personally my two friends Cory and Cory (who are both "not-straight")
are going to see it after it comes out... yea...but to a fan such as myself (who has read the book-and love it!!!) i can understand the fascination with the movie!!!

I CAN'T WAIT!!!

btw:
loup-garou: latin for werewolf

lycanthrope: a werewolf

hah i'm good!!
FYI: i went to dictionary.com!!!

"FAi-san"


OMG!!! YAY ME!!!
i got a cell phone!!! woot... and a computer...but my love life sucks....

alot has happened in the past several weeks and this is a recap...

end of august
- i met michael and brian, and i fell for brian, but i was dating tony, so yeah,
-My friend Christina and brian started dating, relief on my part but i was also jealous of christina,but i got over it...

september
-my friends amfy and michael hook up,
-brian acts mad and mean to me, cuz i scrathed his car with my chains on my jeans
-michael acts obxious, and think brian, and i are joking so he joins in
-brian took it too far, and insulted me, i cried.
-Kels told him and michael to stop and that he was taking it too far...
-Brian felt bad...
-he wanted to call me...
-kels said no
-and so the next day....him and michael said sorry...

-October-
everyone was getting pumped for homecoming... i forgot most of the month...
-i went to Tony's mom's wedding...
-i hung out with my brother
-i hung out with kelsey's family...
-brian called my house
-the call lasted less than 2 minutes
-tony called, and yea, i hung out at his house...
-and then something came up to where i went home crying

-i will contune this when i can...

-Sadly i'm dating an asshole, who has resently abused me, yea, i know...DUMP HIM! well folks i tried that yesterday, the sissy never showed...so today i'm, going to...say the woirds...it's over! cuz he left a fu--ing bruse on my left wrist, funny part...alll my friends, most want him dead, the others want to kick his a-- i'm bound to say yep...do it...meow...
anywho i'll leave the rest for later...

Don't promise me lies,
Don't promise me false dreams,
Say what you will,
My heart will concave,
she should learn,
when to give up,
i won't fall for her lies,
come Steve take your whore,
she not my friend anymore,
she lied to me,
she backstbbed me,
and now, I've move on,
she wants to harm me,
in more ways than one,
someone who's eagered enough,
Besides her,
take a pistol,
and shoot me dead,
so no more lies will I hear,
yes, Tony may weep,
and Kelsey will cry,
Because i died,
But at least she won't bug me,
anymore...
This is what she's doing,
She's ending me.
.:end:.

Sarah
oct 4th 2006


it's a long story about who this is all about...Alice knows alll these ppl.

class is still going and yeah, i didn't do my english...gosh!

And i love that class, oh i'm sicky...grrr...

oh gtg
class is over!!

Sarah

school...sucks...but that only to the fact that i have 0HOUR!!! which means that everyday I come to school at 6:39- 6:50 which every way I choose to get here, meaning....
-Either I walk with Tony to school,
-Get a ride, and don't stop by Tony's
-or my mom/dad gives him a ride...

Both Tony and I have 0hr...GOD thank G, for wednsdays, i get an hour and a half to sleep in West Valley starts at 9:30...

God this sucks...

Rose are red,
Violets are blues,
I love him,
But he's not you...
~Silly one~
Note, that's directed towards my ex boyfriend...i didn't like his additude, Tony's is uplifting, and calm, and joyful!

Now the ~poem~

There up on that hill...
Do you see her?
The girl who felt no love?
The girl who was never loved?
Up on that hill, she sat...
Nearly every day, up there...
Where she knew something was wrong.
Something she couldn't put her finger on...
What she thought was "love" was not,
She was used, and even abused...
Who was she, you ask?
Well, she was a girl who looked all over...
Till she met a boy,
he liked her...
she liked him...
irony...
but they were silent for up to two years...
she met another boy who said they were ment to be...
they weren't...the boy(her friend) knew this...
But what could he do?
He was just her best friend...
but as the story goes...they dated other people...
until the boy she was dating...offended her...
she realized the "truth",
she was in-love with her best friend, not this loser!
And then her friend stopped dating the wrong girl...
and so as you see...they died...
"what" you say?
Oh the end?
well they were my parents...now do you see?


Heh...those who know about my life understand this poem...heh...i'll fill in the blanks of my life later..i got to go sleep..night...

the guy who was once in this journal was deleted, and well he and i broke up, yepness... he abused me slightly..and it pissed all my guy and girl friends off, qand they all want him dead, sadly i think i might've caused this disary upon myself...oh well..
bye
-sarah-

i'm not at home, but oh well, i tried the "kels" but got only ringing, endless ringing...ah!!! anywho yea....Brit save me, alice, plz? or not, but yea, i started some fan fiction, but that's about all...meow.

Meow...there is other things that bring joy...like cookies!!!


~Sarah

Meow...get a life, mine full...

Me too!

Sometimes, when the goin' get tough...Dance!

Meow x3

...That the photographer wanted me as his model...i was like "What who are you? Is this a joke?" and then he was like, "No way miss, you'd do good as a model..." i was sucked....me a model? I hear, the "Your pretty" or "your cute", but a model? well...i was gonna think about this...maybe, i would, maybe i'd turn down the photographer...who knew...it was my choice...

Yay!!! I've been playing Final Fantasy X-2 since Nako allowed me to borrow it....since before i retook the WASL!!! (blasted Wasl!) -off subject, I'M Eating Food!!! yay... we're at the fair, owie! anywho- it was werid, cuz i started playing w/out the guild book, i started playing, and then i got stuck in Zanarkand, i couldn't understand why i died twice, so i stopped, then asked Nako for her guild book, and so far, i've had to reply 4 times, cuz, i found out about the 'NEW GAME PLUS' feature, since i have my brother Tiimy's ps2 memory card, that he gave me, i decide to look at where he was at (i've done it before, example, Star Ocean; Till the end of time, but he wasn't that far ahead, otherwise, i've done alot on my own...) but it's all cuz i want 100% on a game, as well as getting all three, yes THREE ENDINDS!
Meow, anywho, so far i'm in Chapter 3, in Luca, playing Sphere Break, last place i need to go, (yes i know out of order...wait, i need to go to Kilika too, and kick aeon butt! meow... and i have 2 wins, and 1 lost, it can go anyway...meow...but my charaters are leveled as follows....Yuna 24, Rikku 26, and delightful Paine 25, odd, but true...anywho...wee~ the previous game had 95% so i have no clue where i'm at...

meow...
have fun kiddies!

i took the "thingy" and put it in my bio!!! meow...profile!!!Wee~

Poll #794134 Favorite Final Fantasy Character
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 3

Who's your Favorite Final Fantasy Character

Meow, i'm totally happy i just talked to Tony, my boyfriend, i love him deeply....meow*sad* *change of mood, -happy-* but it's all good...*joy* i go home in a day or two...

Here's my poll~

ME:





Which Character Are You? Find out Here!


Aeris!!! She rocks!

Which Summon Are You? Find out Here!


Heh, hah, fool! I'm anima i win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*yells* WAHYOO!
Anima, anima, i'm anima, i win, i'm the best!!!!
YES, yes, yes, yes!!!!
anyone up for a fight? jk...
yay!